listening to silence

Izzie: I feel like I'm moving in slow motion and everything around me is moving so fast.. 

and I just want to go back to when things were normal, when I wasn't poor Izzie laying on the bathroom floor in her prom dress with her dead fiancée. But I am. So I can't. Am. I'm just stuck... And there's all this pressure cause everyone’s hovering around waiting for me to do something or say something or flip out or yell or cry some more. And I'm happy to play my part. I'm happy to say the lines and do whatever it is I'm supposed to be doing if it would make everyone feel more comfortable. But I don't.. I don't know how to do this. I.. I don't know how to be this person. I don't know who this person is. 

Meredith: Izzie..

Izzie: How did this happen? Why did we end up here? Why am I alone? Where’s Denny?

Meredith: You're not alone, Izz. 

- Grey's Anatomy, Staffel 3 Folge 1 <3